werd. i have the best boyfriend ever. and the yankees are world champs again. :)

In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town, another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you

But I'm good without ya
Yeah I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break; let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time
But I'm shattered
I always turn the car around

Give it up, give it up Baby
Give it up, give it up now, now

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time
But its time that I'm wasting
I always turn the car around

How many times can I break til I shatter?
Over the line, can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Don't wanna turn that car around
I gotta turn this thing around

I haven't made art in a very long time. I need to find more time to do that.

I have so many things to do. and im getting them done.

So, I think I want to change majors...

I love the art thing. Its great, when it clicks for me it clicks, but i think im discovering that im not enjoying it as much as I was before and I don't know that i want to teach it for the rest of my life.

I think i may be thinking that i want to change my major to anthropology with a concentration in archeology. I think i want to restore paintings and discover really cool shit. travel the world. be exotic. although we do have mrs perry as an example of being exotic and being a teacher, i really would much prefer to go out and about i think.

I have a meeting on tuesday with the anthro dept. to discuss this issue and what i have to do.

ps. obama is pwning mccain in the debates so far and its only 20 minutes in... haha